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Generally speaking, how do you think others perceive you? theatrical_muse

Not very well. I mean hey I was the bastard evil lawyer working at Wolfram and Hart. The one that tried to foil every one of Angel’s little plans. None of those good guys liked me, of course at Wolfram and Hart I was the golden boy. But now even them, let’s just say don’t like me very well. I guess I didn’t turn out that good. I mean back in the day I wasn’t really liked so much. Growing up on the wrong side of the tracks, I was suppose to become a no body. But then something else happened and I ended up working for the wonderful Wolfram and Hart, and boy did I enjoy that at the beginning. How I worked my way up their ladder, and actually was just about to make it to the top to. But then I changed I guess you could say. Wanted to become someone else, someone who I thought might have just been hiding deep down inside this whole time. Hated to admit that it was Angel that got me to realize that….Although that didn’t last for long. As soon as I found out that Angel got the position of CEO at Wolfram and Hart I changed around my plan and came back. I just couldn’t let him take the keys to the kingdom that easily.

When I came back, people didn’t think of me very well. Especially Wolfram and Hart for that matter. Didn’t think of me that well at all that they sent me to a hell dimension. Thankfully I had the lovely Eve to help me out. She convinced Angel into getting me out of there. I guess someone finally was pretty fond of me, even when I failed. That’s when I started to realize that just maybe someone actually did care about me. The real me, and not the fake me that I’ve been trying to pull off for so long. If it wasn’t for her then who knows where I would be right now. Ok, so I would still be in that hell dimension.

Oh and then there was the fact that Angel had me killed! Yea, that’s right, the bastard vampire with a soul was still up on his high and mighty horse and really didn’t think much of me so had me killed. When someone does something like that then you really know your not liked too well in this world, especially when it’s Mr. I’m going to do good and save the world and I give people chances. Sure didn’t give me one chance, and I was actually liking the whole working for the group/good guys thing.

Doesn’t matter now cuase now I’m back.

Muse: Lindsey
Fandom: Angel
Word Count: 452

Lindsey
[Unknown LJ tag] What does your dream home look like?

Little house, white picket fence in a nice neighborhood..

Couldn’t resist the urge on that one. Now a days my perfect house would be somewhere with Eve, and maybe even somewhere far away from this place or any form of evil or Wolfram and Hart. Even away from Angel.

Just a place for Eve and I to live out the rest of our lives and do as we please. Not have to worry about any sort of Higher Powers or Senior Partners or hell even some champion getting in the way of what we want to do.

Just her and me.

Never thought I would’ve even thought that way either. Look at me acting like some love sick fool, I was all about the job before. I just wanted to have that perfect home…get out of that small town and away from the life I had. I wanted to make something with my life and I did. I continued to climb up the ladder to, I wasn’t going to let anything get in my way and then he came along and started to change everything. Every time I had something going for me Angel would somehow get in the way, but then again if it wasn’t for him getting in the way then I wouldn’t be where I am now, here with Eve. I wouldn’t be writing this and saying that the dream home for me would be with her. Funny the way life can work out.

Muse: Lindsey McDonald
Fandom: Angel
Word Count: 247

Lindsey
Who is the one person that you like to know what they are thinking about you and why?

Do I even have to answer that question? Guess it wouldn’t be to obvious now.. Let’s see, his name starts with an A. Well besides from knowing that Angel hates me I’d like to know what else he thinks, especially when he decided to have Lorne kill me, or well attempt to kill me. Also I’d like to know just why he is the way he is, like all those righteous decisions he makes trying to save the world. Does he really think that just one man alone, well one vampire alone can stop all the evil in the world. No, it must be that whole curse thing he has going for him, he just wants to be redeemed or some shit like that. Then again don’t we all at some point or another.

Some way’s I’d like to know what my dad thought at different times, about me and about are family. I’d like to see what everyone back at home would think of me if they saw me now. Well, maybe not now but when I was in my prime at Wolfram and Hart. And also sometimes I’d like to think what Eve was thinking, I mean at first I always wanted to know what she was thinking to make sure she really was feeling for me like she said she was. Never really know with anyone that is “evil”. But now I know it is true what she feels, and if not then she’s really good.

Muse: Lindsey McDonald
Fandom: Angel
Word Count: 249

Lindsey
theatrical_muse Write About Your Father

My father...

What could I really say about my father… Guess you could say I have daddy issues or however you want to put it. Best could be summed up in this dream I had the other night:


Muse: Lindsey McDonald
Fandom: Angel
Word Count: 501

Lindsey
theatrical_muse

Write a letter to anyone about anything. Say what you have always wanted to say but have been afraid to.

Dear Angel.Collapse )

Lindsey
Love meme stolen from my girl

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Lindsey
Saw this coming!

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Can't help but say that I didn't see that one coming. Always knew Angel actaully wanted me.

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A letter to myself as A Child

Call me crazy but I sat here tonight wondering what I would ever tell myself if I could go back in time. As much as I’d like to change some of my mistakes I don’t know if I would. Could really fuck up some kid if they got to hear what I had to say. So if I could send a letter back in time this is what it’d beCollapse )

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Lindsey
What do I think when I look into the mirror?

What do I think when I look into the mirror..that can go all different sorts of ways. The different paths I have travelled down and the different choices I have made. Sometimes I don't really know who is the real me. I see a man, a man who has been though a lot and has tried to change the way his life should be. I was always told i wouldn't become much or even do much for that matter. But that didn't stop me, it never did. I brought myself somewhere, made something out of myself. I was heading to the top of the ladder until something changed. I somehow changed back into that scared boy that I once was. That boy that used to be picked on and bullied. I actually cared and wanted to be redeemed. Guess Angel started to grow on me a bit. Wasn't long though until I realized what I really wanted again. Yet here I am once more not really knowing who I am and what side to play on.

I see a man in the mirror, one who isn't sure of what he really is; evil or good.

Lindsey
Talk about a time you overcame serious self-doubt.

Grew up in a small town. Didn’t have much money to our name, no one ever had any sort of faith in me. Was suppose to just grow up and amount to nothing. Guess for awhile I might have actually believed that but then I figured why should I become nothing more then what my father did. Why can’t I go out there and do something else. So that’s what I did. Everyone laughed, a poor boy like me going away to some good college. They all figured nothing would come out of it, that I would just come back there and give up. Well they sure were wrong. Once Holland Manners came to me with a position at Wolfram and Hart I was determined more then ever to prove them all wrong. I was going to climb my way up that ladder. Which is exactly what I did. Sure I just started off in the mail room but look at where I got. If I wouldn’t have had my little change of mind then I would’ve eventually became CEO, would’ve had that job before Angel ever got it. In which he would’ve never ended up being offered it. Which I suppose its good I didn’t do that because I figure then Eve would’ve never been there at the LA branch.

Muse: Lindsey McDonald
Fandom: Angel
Word count: 221

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